I’ve fought in my heart the feelings that I had for you.
I kept saying, I never really loved you. When I know I did..
I can’t stop thinking about you, but yet when I see you it’s not the same. I can’t feel what I did.
I screwed myself up. Romantic love scares me. I just don’t know if I miss the memories or you.
But when I think about it, I really miss you. Who you were.
If I could go back & take back the actions I took..
I’m so sorry for confusing you.
I’ll leave you be, & hope that one day when I have it all figured out, it’s not too late.